Life In Every Breath

its goodbye. . .

2008-01-30T19:30:00.000-08:00

cOnflicts make the world prettier . .
cOnflicts make life more exciting . .
cOnflicts help one reflect on his/her actions . .
cOnflicts makes us wiser . .

the folly of my actions . .
i am ashamed . .
what i have done so foolishly . .
i am guilty for the mistakes that others have commited . .

no matter what . .
i should not have . .
am i in control . .
am i blinded . .
i can't see the light . .

great . .
lovely . .
honored . .

to get to know you guys . .
that you guys have beem in my life . .
2 days more . .
Life in Every Breathe . .
by chance we have been part of each other's life
by choice we had been friends
believe & you will achieve
'its all in the mind' -norman-

LOL!!!

2007-12-20T23:19:00.000-08:00

went to eat Hot pot . .
Bro play with frog leg . . .
But sadly . . unfortunately . .

It SUCIDED.

SAdening. .

lol.

a trip to remember . .

2007-12-19T22:50:00.000-08:00

Cycled from East Coast --> Changi Beach --> Pasir Ris then back to East Coast . .

LoLz. . went passed Changi Airport btw East Coast & Changi Beach . .

What a sight it was . .

wanted to stay the whole day . . hahaz.

so near yet so far . . .

2007-11-17T20:17:00.000-08:00

CX-WX again . .

wah seh . so close siia .

Seletar ATC held everyone back for half-an-hour. .

the sky over @ our side was clear and bright . .

yet it isreported that visibility was down @ Johor side. .

our training area wasn't clear. .

no one was allowed to step into our planes. .

glanced at the screen that shows the cloud movements from a weather station website. .

just hoping to be up there soon. .

i was ready today . . yet the weather wasn't in my favor. .

Jus as every was to give up hope of flying . .

some of my friends' instructors already signed the Cat 1 form. . sianzz. :(

Seletar ATC gave the green light. .

with my instructor behind me, i dashed to e aircraft: OI .

But, when i reached, we were called back again . .

ATC canceled last order. .

wah lao. . :'( waste my energy . .

the sky . .

the place i belong . .

the place where man cn truly be free . .

the place where gd & bad memories get lost in the clouds . .

the place where i can stop thinking . missing . you . .

the place i can find peace . .

and now the darkness of the day

and the cloud move closer

looking so dissatisfied

but the heartless winds kept blowing blowing. . .

Overseas 10-11 November . . . Malacca ! ! !

2007-11-11T23:53:00.000-08:00

Sunday (11/11/07)
Awoke. . . @ 0915 hrs
went down for quick breakfast. . . sumptios & elarborate spread :)
yummy yum!! drank alot of fruit juice! hehe. .
went for a stroll . more like a hike . to the A'FARMOSA - was a fort and now a resting place for the departed, by the Dutch, Porteguese & British. .

later . .
wen to buy MORE pineapple tarts. Yay!! ahah.
a pity we can't buy more, just 4 boxes. . .

Ate some xiao chi @ a Food centre near by. .
Drank ' Michael Jackson ' LOL
it is just soya bean mix grass jelly . . .

Checked out and went on oure way home. . .
Finally yet don't feel like going home.
The atmosphere here is so different. . haha .

my bro will not be coming back with us tho. . . only tml.

-------------------------------------------------------- school STARTS --------------------------------------------------

Overseas 10-11 November . . . Malacca ! ! !

2007-11-10T23:30:00.000-08:00

Saturday (10/11/07)
Left home @ 6am
Yawn. . Zzz. . So tired seh
today bro gg Malcca with his school, HCI -- we following too.
but by car. . packed last night.
bro had to report to school first so we went on our way first . . .

3 coaches: PA3364K, PZ423V & PZ1255Z !!!

7+@ woodlands checkpoint. . .
5 x stricter than the one in Malaysia. . . must open bag too. xD
wore my shades all the way on the trip . . lolx
stop over for quick breakfast. - milo with fried mee. --> not bad.
we traveled in a convoy style . . at least 2 metres were kept between the vehicles.
my poor mom fell ill the night before . . lost her voice. . Hao ke lian wo.

Melaka (after 4hours)
1st stop over -- Tan Kim Heng
bought many many yummy yummy snacks . .
ate traditional chendol
different -- ice & ingredients on top, milk below. additional of durian paste.
everything here like in the 60s.
shop houses everywhere, very high-rise flats. . .
but pollution everywhere . dirty .
the parking coupon here so special -- unique -- so style -- scratch instead of tearing.
however the area around the hotel -- so modernize --

Hotel Equotorial
everytime we come to Melaka . . .
we will stay here, loyal customers ^^
had BAH KUT TEH for lunch . . . again @ our regular stopover.
on the way back to the hotel saw a shop name, " THE PRO" . lolx.
hotel room was pleasantly furnished. a bed on my own . wahaha !!!
saw a poem on the TV add. :
' A postcard a day, at the end of your day . . . .
. . . .
we wish you a pleasant stay'
all the ... --- i cnt rmb le.

--- 好想你哦--- the phone number i can remember is only yours ---
went to gym , spent a whole 1 hr working up.

then went to the hot water pool, jacuzi & the steam room; barely can breathe. .
SO HOT !!! Ahhh!!!

-- went shopping --

off to buy pineapple tarts !!!

yummy!

it turned out to be very very home made. .

cos it is from a tiny house by the road. . scrumptious . .

thinking of buying some for my pals and classmates. . . nt sure can or not seh!

Dinner

ate traditional Porteguese meal

-so-so- HahA!

went shopping again for Lionel's Belated present. . .

took a snack. .

saw lots of winnie the pooh soft toy . . tempting to buy.

went back to the hotel. . .

glancing @ the night scenery . .

all so peaceful, all so quiet. .

i can't sleep. .

how i wish to call you. .yet i do not know what to say. .

i wish to see instantly yet you are so farway . .

it may be one sided but i don't care.

Friends, Friends, more Friends

2007-11-09T01:41:00.000-08:00

went out @ 10:15, running LATE !!!
End out . . .
reached BUS-stop ------->>> BUS came . . . :)
reached MRT-station ------->>> MRT came too =)
So early . . . LOLx

Met Ningx @ Somerset MRT after buying a book .. . Cost me $32.90 !!! Ouch!!! Painful siia . . .
the rest was late . . . sian ..zzZZ..
sat there like for eternity . . . chatted a little . . .
Fell backwards off my seat . . . OMG ! so malu .. .

Lister, Ben, Shi Min, Sabrina, Anna & Yvette came . . .
went ta Seoul Garden . . .
2nd time there le . . . coincidently same attire leh . . . >< what great memories i had there . .
Joe & Norman joined us later . . .
Makan nearly 2hrs . . . it was FUN, Hilarious . .. E36J rox ! hehex .. .

Next . . . went to play pool . . .
2 genders, 2 different tables . . . LoLz . . .
was under performing .. . 90% luck 10% skill . . . +.+
Sadly, gotta leave . ..
tml Lionel's Bdae . . . but gg holiday tml . . . so, outing today .

YEa ! ! ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! May Ya hav a great Year ahead ! smile always !
took a cab down . . . $10.00 ++ cab fare to jurong east :'(
the Birthday boy, Jane, Vann & Ben quak was there . . . Long Time no See ppl !!!
i fell down on my butt . . . ouch . . . paiseh ! haha.
enjoyed myself to the FULLEST, tho time was short . . .
ate dinner @ the Foodcourt . . . Budget lah !!haha. XD
gg to miss such times . . .

A Day Out With Family . . .

2007-11-08T02:41:00.000-08:00

went for Breakfast !!! yummz . . .
Bro went for Tution . . .
Me, Mom & Dad went town for Shopping . . . >.<
went in & out of Robinson, John Little & some other Shopping malls several times . . .
for luagage . . .
Bro need it for overseas trip lo . . . sianz . . .
feet aches . . . :/

RUSH hours . . .

2007-11-07T02:14:00.000-08:00

S . I . M (3)
Awoke early early early . . .
Simulator practice !!!
Whoo !!! GOH C.L, my primary intructor .. . ROx!!!
he today my SIM instructor too .. .
suprised . . . :) but yay !!!
tho strict . . . his guidance is the best !!!

rushed down to the Esplanade (Giant Durian) LOLx . . .
for
EsPlAnAdE tOuR . ..
Student Ambassador !!!
compulsory mah . . . and oso must learn how to speak properly when giving a tour . . .
i need such things for the RP OPEN HOUSE . . .
ahah .. . was great . . . learnt lots !!!

Sortie 3 . . .

2007-11-06T01:50:00.000-08:00

Last Wave . . .

got the last slot of the day to fly . . . but nvm . . . at least i can be above the clouds once more . . .

started up . . . as we chiong down runway 21 . . . wind blowing in my face . . . awesome feeling ! ! ! :)
lesson was still on 'effects of controls' . . was enjoying evry last second of e flight . . .
Everything was great . . . the weather was cool . . . the scenery was brilliant ! ! ! SUNSET ! ! xD lovely . . .

only e second day of holidays & yet i am missing you . . . You are the sun in my day, the wind in my sky, the waves in my ocean and the beat in my heart... I Miss You...

First Day of the Holidays . . .

2007-11-05T20:40:00.000-08:00

Hmm . . .
wonder what should i do ???
E holidays are finally here ! ! !
Been looking forward to this break . . . wHoo ! !
a Happening Week this will be . . . haha

Shall be :
- Flying ! ! ! SYFC ! ! ! -
- SA Esplanade tour ! ! -
- class outing & Lionel's birthday outing -
- REST & RELAX -

'' If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden. ''

Sortie 2 . . .

2007-11-04T19:46:00.000-08:00

Morning Flight . . .

haha . . . could hardly pull myself out of bed . . . xD

hurried down ta Seletar . . .
phew . . . i was still early . . .
gt myself composed & calm . . .
! ! READY ! !

Yea ! ! scenery was GREAT . . .
and i actually got to see the SUNRISE leh . . . WoW ! !

cLimed above the clouds . . .
FANTASTIC view . . .
i now finally know the meaning of the phrase, " the sun rose in a sea of crimson gold" :D

What a sight ! ! its a totally different world from what we see from grnd . . .
'In the sky, is where man will be truly free'

Ae Suprising Delightful Appearance . . .

2007-11-03T19:35:00.000-07:00

3rd Consecutive Day @ SYFC

CAI room . . . once again . . .
no one will be able to imagine how much we have to learn in there . . . :/

so tiring . . . wonder how did i survive the long hours i spent in there . . .

gettin sick of that room . . . ZZzzzz
but i do haf a choice, do i ? ? ?

later . . .
went dinner wif family :)
ate 1 of mine FAV food . . .
Yummy ~~!!!

and guess who i saw . . . haha
my dear friend Rachel ; ex - classmate from tution . . . :)
long time no see, girl !!!
she is still sooo cute . . . lolx
prettier too . . . haha. . .
glad she is fine, living life better .
All e best!!! May ya have a great year ahead!!!

Upcoming events !!!

More of SYFC, yipee . .. :D
SA Esplanade tour. ..
E36J class outing, 1st ever. .. >_<
Family Holiday (10 & 11 Nov)

Sianz . . . : /

2007-11-02T17:43:00.000-07:00

Sortie 2 . . . supposingly

CX - wEather !!!!!!! ='(

Ahhhhhhhhh ! ! ! ! iwaniwaniwaniwaniwaniwaniwan . . .

why always me de . . .

3rd time liao leh . . .
im already lagging behind le . . .

dès le premier jour

2007-11-01T20:29:00.000-07:00

Simulator 2 todae . . . forget whether i gt skip class or not leh ><

effects of controls - (1) Basics siia . . .
my 2nd time doing this le . . .
sHo high tech seh ^^
can see the whole map of S'pore but in virtual form . . .
can freeze time and situation de lo . . . LoLx.
crash oso wldnt die tooo ''hEHez''

Spent 1hrs 30 mins in there . . .
instructor DE WITT was hilarious . . . loads of jokes & crap . . . =D
i crashed into the ATC in the sim . . . bleh . . . gt a great lot of insults
blehx . . . but it was funfunfun :)

BrEaK yA?

2007-10-28T18:45:00.000-07:00

Hey, guys. I'm not gg to blog anytime soon . . .
Cos i'll be busy this few days . . .
time isn't my ally . . .
Till next timeee . . .
TaKe CaRe !!!

An old Friend . . .

2007-10-27T20:29:00.000-07:00

SYFC again . . . every week New Knowledge to be Learnt . . . Skills to be Mastered . . .

Though i would be thorougly weared out . . .
It helps me relieve all the stress that accumulated in me . . .
It helps me focus on something else . . .
It gets my mind off only thinking of you alone . . .

Later went for dinner @ a Chinese restaurant . . .
met my dear ex-classmate, Rachel . . . xD
long time no see le . . .

wasn't sure that was her . . .
sHo didn't wave lo . . . scared will pai seh mah . . .
kept glancing at her . . .

later received her sms . . . LOL!!! yea, that was her, alright . . . oopsie . . . HahA :)
she's still ever so pretty . . . so elegant . . .
glad she's doing fine . . . GOD bless, ya!!! till we meet again . . .

Apologies. . .

2007-10-26T07:19:00.000-07:00

hEya . . .
lesson was ok today . . .
I bet that i will get another C le . . .
sighsighsigh . . .
caN't seem to get a B . . . All i jus wan is a grade higher . . . :(

wEnt pool today . . .
tReated the guys . . .
Pleasant mood mah . . . Hahax!!!

OmG!!! :0
totaly forgot my gd friend bdae seh . . .
So Sorry MR. HAN H.D . . .
i owe u one !!!
Happy Belated Birthday !!! i owe ya a treat . . . remind me seh . . . xD

rOx d@y!!!

2007-10-25T05:01:00.000-07:00

enterprise UT . . . Don't think i will be doing well for it . . . shall buck up for the 2nd one !!!

Today, Basic Science module . . . :D
Yipee!!! Biology again . . . Hehex.
Genetics & Heredity seh . . .

Used one of my classmate's family as a living examle to prove my theory . . .
Hope can get A!!!

sHo FUN !!! I guess there are 3 BIO pro in class . . . Lister, Norman & me . . . LOL . . . BHB!
xD . . .
E36J jus sHo rox!!!

Havnt been seeing ya so often le . . . hope ya alright . . .

A sacrifice . . . A flight ;(

2007-10-24T04:54:00.000-07:00

Cognetive . . .

Like always . . .
Faci was extremely interesting . . .
I so like enjoy every lesson . . .
No matter how crazy and confusing the PS is . . .

Lesson on CHANCE . . .
went NUTTY . . .
researched on 'Chance' quotes . . .
Found numerous of it . . .

But . . .
Had to leave @ 2nd break . . . :'(
Sad . . . can't bear to leave . . . not my grp . . . nt my friends . . . sighsighsigh. . .
Flying . . . alone . . . with my fellow instructor --- GOH C.L --- ya have all my respect, Sir!!!!

After i left . . .

went celebrate my pAl birthday!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 'JIAN WEI'

MAY YA HAVE A GREAT YEAR AHEAD . . . HEALTHY ALWAYS . . . SMILE ALWAYS !!!

hOPE the present is appropriate . . . ENJOY!!!

B . . O . . R . . E . . D

2007-10-23T04:49:00.000-07:00

ENTERPISE . . .

oN business . . .
How to start one!!! LOL.
Dozing off leh . . .
this is the worst enterprise lesson i ever had. . .

Faci was as hyper as ever . . .
But subject so dry . . .

tupid Anna drew a pick back-side on my notebook . . .
everyone's bored . . . i guess.

Zzzz . . . 'Yawnzz' :@

2007-10-22T04:41:00.000-07:00

CULTURE was interesting. . . berry fun siia . . . I jus so like this class :)

Mesa grp did a presentation --- only 5 slides !!! --- only main headers !!! --- did alot of talking seh !!! xD

Chess training till 7 . . .
Transfer chess . . .
Trash Tze Kwang A.K.A joker 5:1 . . . =)

Later . . .
play pool at AMK . . .
Celebration for our VICTORY!!!
3rd in IVP . . .
yIpEE . . .

Mania Moody. . .

2007-10-21T20:18:00.000-07:00

Was feeling kinda down. . .

Weather wasn't that fine too. . .

sighz. . .

Hmm . . . Feel like eating something ><

The PASTAMANIA sign board appeared!!!!
"Love @ first sight"

Managed to persuade my parents to eat there. . .

Yay!!!! Wahahha!!! yumyumyum xD

Spoiler Weather!!!

2007-10-20T06:19:00.000-07:00

SYFC rox!!!

CAT 1 !!!!
CX - WA . . . :'(

so dissappointed. . .
planning to take the extra time off on Wednesday. . .

did aircraft for 4 TIMES!!! siao liao . . . haha.
feels so GREAT . . . to be able to go into and touching the Piper . . .

Later went CAI room . . . do some self-learning . . . on the computers.
Brought my lappy tho . . . lolz.
Stupid aircon spoilt . . . so stuffy siia.

SYFC ended earlier. . .
wondered where to go then. . .
back to RP??? hmm. . .

Hope can be back in time for the SA ALC. . .
sighsighsigh. . . tooo late . . .
went home with my SA buddies. . .
but took the MRT with Jin Man :)
chatted on the way. . . hehe

Ate dinner with family. . .

A Bronze Medal !!! That brings Glory, Pride & Honor. . .

2007-10-19T06:06:00.000-07:00

The Results. . .
Day1 -- RP1:4NP
Day2 -- RP2:3NYP
Day3 -- RP2.5:2.5SP

RP 3RD !!!
BRONZE. . . Thrash SP in home grnd!!! YEA!!! YAY!!! 'Woots' xD

Wanted go celebrate . . . First thing i thought was ya. . .
Went cine to makan . . .
Ate duck rice . . . budget lah . . . so blend siia.
Hungry. . . so finished it. . . hahax =)
Wish u were here. . .

Later decided that we celebrate on Monday. . .
Play POOL cum IG outing. . .
Went home. . .

TML FIRST FLIGHT!!! SORTIE 1.

A stressing Start. . .

2007-10-18T01:32:00.000-07:00

SighSighSigh . . .
Feel so sian . . .
so tired . . .
UT was difficult . . .
Don't know 2 questions . . . SighSighSigh
Sci module was quite interesting . . .
Faci trying her best to change le . . . but still cn improve bah ;0
Lolx ... I know the theory part...
Learnt in the SYFC le ... Wahahahaha!!!
Havnt been seeing you ever since...
Later IVP again!!! Republic Polytechnic VS Nangyang Polytechnic. . . The crucial match guys. . . lets level the competition. . .
2 national players in the NYP team. . . SO WHAT!!! its our strategies that matters!!!

A load of strain . . .

2007-10-17T06:05:00.000-07:00

Cognitive. . .

Did somethg different. . .

Like a Debate oso Like not a Debate leh. . . LOLz. . .

Didn't feel like talking. . .

Thinking of IVP chess. . . STRESS!! >_<

SIGHSIGHSIGH!!! LOST. . . to Ngee Ann Polytechnic. . .

Blundered. . . made a wrong move. . .

Should not have castling. . . Made the king vulnerable. . .

Then, later made another wrong move. . .and exposed my king to check!!!

:'( I wan cry liao. . . sniff.

Ahhhh!!! Om. . . tml still have UT. . .

Havnt study siia. . . how siia. . . Sian. . .

STRESSED -- HEART ACHE -- TIRED

Today RP:NP

1:4

THRASHED. . . Things dnt look too good. . .

Jia yo!!! We must win something. . . Tml NYP!!! 2 nATional Players. . . :/

Nothing's new, and nothing's nothing, nothing matters.

2007-10-16T05:49:00.000-07:00

What a tiring day!!!
The 2nd Day of this never ending week. . .
So busy So stress So tired =(

I SCREW UP MY SIMULATOR!!! Ahhhhhhh!NO!WHY!

Left the 3rd meeting half way. . . for SYFC today. Hope faci dnt mind. . . Thankx. For the understanding. . .

I feel so emotionless. . .
Neither happy nor sad. . .
Whats happening to me. . .
I do not know. . .

Went to PASTAMANIA. . . to try and lift my spirits.
Had a Mocha Freeze & a 7" Hawaiian. . . ><>

Then, had a free pasta, Marinara with cream sauce. . .
Haha. . . Jenny, Sandy, Jizzete, Pavani, etc. . . Thank you so much for the food & laughter. . .
Enjoyed myself. . .
Feel much better le. . .

A day without you is like a day without sunshine... I Miss you...

Upcoming Events

International Chess IVP

SYFC (First flight)

The Beginning of The Beginning!!!

2007-10-15T05:16:00.000-07:00

Ahhhhhhhhhhh!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!
a race against time. . .
why isn't time an ally when I need one. . . :(

Just came back from INTENSIVE chess training.
1 more day till IVP/POL-ITE.

Doing my work half way then Wireless DC. . .
Omg!!!
still have UT and SYFC to study. . . :/

Oh God, Please help me. . . I need your strength!!!!
Do bless my SYFC, I chess and that I can balance my studies well.

Work-ey!!!

2007-10-14T00:33:00.000-07:00

Finally after a long time . . . I'm back at PASTAMANIA . . . working!!! Yay.

The crew just the same. . . As merry and enthu as before.
Newbies, lots of them. . . Welcome to the family guys/gals. . . :D
My colleague, Jenny, was on a clumsy drive today. . . Wahahaha!!!
She dropped a 10'' pizza -- that was for delivery. . . O gosh!!!
Ahahaha!!! Hilarious siia. . . instead of pizza, now its hamburger. . . xD
The chef was so pissed but laughing at the same time. . . we are crazy as ever!!!

Later a group of teenager couples, came strolling in. . .
Spent 3 hrs "eating" . . . more like cam whoring lor. . . Zzzz. They were there like forever . . . Waste seats siia. . . Laugh so loud some more. . . -.-"

I think I need to buck up on my Chinese siia . . . Did cashier and had difficulty communicating with the old folks :( so paiseh. . .

FINISH WORK LE!!!!
Before going home after work, treat the whole crew bubble tea!!! sHo happy. . .
Had a cool refreshing milk tea. . . me favourite!!!

I hope i will see you tml. . .missed your prescence.

Present to Memories

2007-10-13T12:15:00.000-07:00

what a Gloomy start of the day. . .
It has been rainy seemingly throughout. . .
Hari Raya. . . So no more SYFC. . . sianz. . . nothing to take my mind of 'u'

Experienced a MIRACLE today. . .
a common clown fish in my house aquariem. . . was DYING. . . :'(
but it miraculously survived the night and now its healthy!!! so happy!!! amazing. . .

Later went Swimming. . .
Wah Seh. . . my stamina no more le. . . Aimed to swim 20 laps, but was already tired at the 7th one. . . Sighsigh. . .
But I still preserve and completed the 20 slowly and so tiresomely. . . :(
It was worth it lah. . . hahaz. . .

Went Upper Thomsan Road to eeat. . .
INDIAN CUISINE!!! SPICY!!! SPICY!!! WATER!!!
drank alot of water siia. . . lolx. Mango lasi, Cucumber cooler & Longan. . .
Wow its a long time since I came to here le. . . Miss this place. . . Came often last time during my Secondary school days. . . Memories. . . Fond ones. . . =D

You may be out of my sight... but never out of my mind... I Miss You! ;/

Annoyance

2007-10-12T20:48:00.000-07:00

DAWN...

Awoken by the chill of the morning breeze. . .
Everything seems frozen to me. . .
Looking out of the window...
into the merciless, icy sky...
the winds...
howling in utter mockery...
at my agony...
eyes blazing...
i try to get up...
to stand firm again...
but the coldness of the atmosphere drives me back...
frozen...
unfeeling...
rendering me helpless to its cruelty...
my annoyance reaches a dangerous height...
wrapping my blanket around me...
trying to find solace in its warmth...
but there is no warmth...
no solace...
in the freezing start of the day.

Mathematics . . .SOOOO NOT my cup of tea!!! I sux at it. :(

I need help siia. . . I don't want to give up but I understand very little >< HELP!!!

Haizzzz...

The worst day of my life!!!
The day's activicties . . . all cancelled . . .
Time passes . . . without a change nor amusement . . .
Trying my best to talk to you . . . is equivalent to talking to a wall . . .
The only reply that I ever get is a SORRY . . . I hate that word!!! :(
Everyone just keep repeating it . . .

I think of you with every waking moment of my life and dream of you with every dream that I have; I miss you. :/

Despondency

2007-10-11T06:00:00.000-07:00

Today most of the class went off after the UT. . .
Left with 12 of us. . .
Unsure of what the reason was . . .

Was it the grades i cared about???
Was it that i needed the days for SYFC in the weeks to come???
Was it you that I thought about and that I would rather see you than to follow???

Maybe it was a mix of all 3. . . But the 3rd seemed likely. . .

But alas, a seat was empty. . .
But alas, a last minute withdrawal. . .
But alas, not a breeze blew. . .

A single question burned in my mind...
Tears.
Why?

A sense of betrayal. . . A bolt of lightning. . . A bitter taste of lemon on my tongue...
Wishing it would all disappear...
Wishing it would all go away...

May the tides wash up on me and have the wind take all these away. . .

A Day More. . . A Week More. . .

2007-10-10T20:35:00.000-07:00

Hmm. . .

UT tMl !!!

Shall we PON science tml???

Lolx.

Saw a girl that brought her blanket to the Library. . . Wah Pink de somemore. :)

Chilling, Freezing and Cold all year round in RP. . . Brrrrr!!!

Major Upcoming Events

International Chess IVP (17-22 October) Rock on!!! Lets try winning, Team!!!!
Approx 20th First Flight in PA-28-161 :) yea!!!

A Day of Norms...

2007-10-09T19:55:00.000-07:00

This morning. . .

Went to meet Lionel, Jane & her friend Dilys

Did some light chatting along the way . . .

oOoOhz. . Dilys same block but different level as me. . .

E3 rox!!! Lolz.

Met the gang at break. . .

Like usual

Their's and her company made my day. :D

Woots. . . R we going to PON or nt. . .

Lolx. . . im still considering

When I think of the last time somebody made me feel good.. the last time somebody made me really laugh... the last time somebody made me happy... I was with you.

Funday Monday...

2007-10-08T03:13:00.000-07:00

Culture module was easy but dry. . .

"Sianz" Zzzzzz... xD

Couldn't help feeling tempted to play games. . . But I didn't in the end!!!!

YEA!!! =D

went Chess training. . . sHo fun siia!!!

Played transfer Chess instead of Training

Played pool with tze kwang. . .

Owning!!! 3 to 7 balls!!! Yay!! :)

Then he hit in the black ball. . .

WahAHahAH!!!

Today, the whole class were whether or not we will be PON science or nt. . .

Lolz. . . wonder whether i should follow. Feel like it, cos the Faci sHo bad... dnt smile at all siia. . . not friendly and unapproachable. Ask her question then also make us even confused. . . -.-"

Haiz...

For you. Only you. I wll do anything. I wil go all out. Against all odds. Just for you. But I will never do anything that's against your will.

What a Sunday...

2007-10-07T02:41:00.000-07:00

Awoke feeling terribly horrible. . .
My eyes were blood-shot. . .
My throat feels swollen. . .
A rough night I had. . . :(
A simple day it is. . .
Minutes like hours. . . Hours like days. . . Days like weeks. . . Weeks like months. . .
Months like years. . . Years like centuries. . . I think this lists will go on like 4ever. . .
A day of sameness. . . A day of nothingness. . . A day of boredom. . .

No news, no replies, not even a breeze. . .
Stagnant. . . Sheer silence. . . Such is the deafening silence. . .

My body is here. . . My mind, heart & soul are half way across the globe. . .
In search of what may it be. . . In search of what it shall be. . . In search of what it can be. . .

May I find happiness. . . Shall I find happiness. . . Can I find happiness. . .
The door to happiness. . . The key to happiness. . . The path to happiness. . .
Happiness. There are many Happy things in life, meeting you is the Happiest. . .

Eventful Saturday

2007-10-06T05:41:00.000-07:00

PA-28-161 Piper Warrior

woke up LATE!!!! :(

@ 0747 hrs

Chiong breakfast

Decided to take cab

Cost me $6.50, so EX

A Burnt Hole in my wallet liaoz :(

~Today~

We doing Aircraft checks (Internal/External)

..My first time touching and entering the PIPER WARRIOR siia..

Wahahaha!!! FUN.. Exciting..

Wah Lao. the CESNARs from Singapore Youth Flying College so NOISY!!!

Shoot them down... lolx.. jkjk. :D

~Later~

Lecture time again... sian arh.

learnt alot siia.

-INTERESTING- :)

..Dozed off again.. :(

was caught by instructor

told him them I was practicing chess the whole night... True what!!

Wrong thing say, man.

"Chess" = "Chest"

AHHHHHHHH!!!!

The instructor asked me whether I did a Checkmate.

Wrong thing say, man.

"Checkmate" = "Sex"

WTH!!!!!

Had lunch at the canteen...

Standard & speed of food better le.

But wah seh, SO EX $650 for a plate of MEE GORENG & drink.. :(

Feel so cheated...

Hmm... wonder what is she doing now???

my bRo's mouse spoil... poor thing, he use screw driver to try to open the battery holder & gt cut. :(

Don't know why... in the middle of the night... my head suddenly very pain siia...

My heart suddenly very pain...

Couldn't breathe properly...

Felt like cryng yet not a tear I could tear.

In pain.... :'(

>>>DARK fRiDaY<<<

2007-10-05T04:20:00.000-07:00

Decided to wait for Vann at Woodland MRT station.
arrived at about 0825am.
Still early.
went to CWP Mac to buy the ICE BLEND Latte.
It was HELL yucx!!! LOLx... I wldnt recommend you try it. $3.50 siia. so EX lah.
but a man's meat can be another man's poison.
Forget it. Sat at a corner to watch UNDERDOG.
Vann arrived at 0845am. :)
With Tze Kwang, A.K.A joker.
but still need to wait for their classmate. :(
Was 5 min late for class. :'(
wat is there so good to be late or to be rushing jus because to catch some sleep..
Haix...
HEY GORGEOUS came to our school today.
Wah!!! saw FIONA XIE & the other guy in person... ahahaha.
went to AMK to play pool.
Was with Jian Wei and my bros from Secondary school.
Peirce Secondary Rox!!!! Miss my teachers... Lets go back again sometime.
Maybe I was at the wrong place at the wrong time... I keep losing. sighsighsigh...
Parted real late... lets all meet again sometime.
Met Vanessa Tan & Yeeling on the way home.
They look so different. Had dinner at pastamania. Ahaha!! 30% discount. Yummy!!! Talk about the gd old times, future and about church.
Yea long time never go back to HARVEST LIFE church le. i think i shall soon.
Needed to get home so didnt spend more time with them at the arcade..sobsobsob :(
Hope to see ya soon.

Thought of the DAY:

A man's mind can be fickle at times;

That's why time exist for man.

But time itself waits for no man and passes quickly.

It is then when wisdom, conscience, love, intergerity and honor comes along in assitance.

Thirst Day!!! WhoOoOo...

2007-10-04T02:12:00.000-07:00

STEppED on SPIllED soya bean in the MRT... :(

Didnt knw at first but later when pPl keeping staring at my direction...

Ahhhhhhh... so PaiSeH... pretended to knw lorz.

Lucky bag and pants nt on the place tts wet. Phew...

Just continue sitting at that spot.. X sigh X

Science Module today... Yipee...

FUN, INTERESTING, LUV it siia...

Break Time!!! makan & met buddies =D

Ate 2 pieces of bread; tuna and the other is egg mayo...

Pronouced the word 'mayo' wrongly... PaiSeh...

Thankz for the correction, Vann ;)

After school, had a SUPER DUPER long SA meeting...

sHo tired... sleepy... sHo brain dead... sHo hungry.

Ate DANDAN mian

From the SZE CHUAN STORE, fOOdcOURt A

Yummizez... Abosulutely sHo delicious

I gif a MILLION thumb ups for it!!!!

Spicy but WOW xD

jIAN wEi had beef stew wif rice... ROX too.. Yea.

Gone home straight after...

Was waiting for a call that NEVER came...
...............................Guess she might be caught up with something... Nvm lehz.. Let Things past, Let things be.................................................
Dead beat; dozed off in the train, so many things in mind..

Wonder.... the plans i have made .... plans that GOD has planned for me .... may everyone be blessed. may my old pal MARK be blessed the most... RECOVER faster, treasure ur GF thats beside you all this while....

....I will tell ur sad story some other time....

AS FOR ME.... i will wait, as long as the fire in me is still burning..

"pAi Say"

2007-10-03T22:06:00.000-07:00

~Hey Folks~

pAi Seh 1)
cuRRy puFF fer breakfast...
wHen bUying bUbble tEa
the miDDle of the week le...
kNocked oVer tHe bOx oF sTraws
starting to sEE stars...
---eMbarrassing sIIa---
jus like any other day...
iNfront oF sHo mAny pPl :(
ever so alone, listening to my never ending songs...

woRRied about her... wonder how is she coPPing...

pAi Seh 2)

wHen dRinking bArley dRink

sOme dRops dRipped on my pants

---eMbarrassing sIia---

tHen mY fEmale cLassmate 'aNounced' tO tHe wHole cLass -.-

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

...Went home just as noramal... weeee

>.<>.<

"-.- OMG... sound so GAY -.-"

Met Rina & JinMan at Bishan MRT

Didnt know they live around here seh

One in Bishan, One in TPY

Later, dropped by the arcade near my house

so cheap 50c per game only

played DAYTONA

saw a little boy wanting to play too

so i TREATED him lorz... hahaz

!!CHARITY WORK!!

.LOLZ.

MISO SOUP fer dinner... YUM YUM YUMMYZ... :)

Ever so wondered, why do I so continously sms someone

who hardly or not even replies.

What drives me???

A Fine Day...

2007-10-02T22:03:00.000-07:00

had MOONCAKE with PU 'ER TEA for breakfast...

...Weird but Yumzz... :D

So strange...

//Saw a beetle on its back\\

//Tried helping it back up on its feet\\

//When I succeeded\\

//It went on its back again\\

//And laid still\\

//On purpose de leh\\

//...Lolz...\\

//Didn't know what to do\\

//Decided to leave it be\\

//Hope for the best for it\\

The wonders of NATURE never fails to amaze me...

~TODAY~

Enterprise we did debate

sHo FUN

My grp got the PRO speaker Hilyah :)

bUt she volunteered to be one of the assesors :(

!!!DAMN IT!!!

wAs the first speaker for my team

ShO nervous siia

...AHAHAHA...

sTammered during it all... sighz...

Later Skipped Badminton...

naughty me... wahahaha!! xD

Spent the whole afternoon in the library...

>>FREE aircon, FREE electricity, FREE time<<

>>>NICE environment, Nice company, NICE food from the cafe<<<

Went home...

So alone, So tired, So stress

OMG, i was swinging my badminton racket

it flew out of my hands and on to the floor

!!SO PAI SEH!!

~~~ Sigh, sigh, sigh~~~

She burst my bubble, sad arh

Monday Blues...

2007-10-01T21:10:00.000-07:00

"YaWnSz..."

...sHO sleepy siia...

>>>Today culture Problem 3<<<

-INTERESTING-

!!WAHAHAHA!!

Wah! Bravo! Remarkable! Amazing!

...My class is EVER so hyper siia...

*Very de FUN*:)

CHESS CLUB:

got so Thrashed in the start 2 games but won a little later

WHAT HAS GOTTEN INTO ME :(

SIANZ...

LATER...

I bought a packet of Honey chicken

from the mini-fair... Hmm, or shld i say HUGE fair..

LOLZ

YUMMY!!! AHAHAHAZ

Missing her ever so dearly... LOlx

Time?? A Time For Family...

2007-09-30T21:43:00.000-07:00

FAMILY Fun... :D

FAMILY... the one thing you can always trust/have in life.

FAMILY... Love is unconditional here.

FAMILY... a place you will always be welcome.

FAMILY... God blessed us with it for a reason.

George Burns: Happiness is having a large, loving, caring, close-knit family in another city.

...So little a time does of such comes by...

...We took our time Off...

*Off our frustrations*

*Off our work*

*Off our chores*

*Off our stress*

...Went Toa Payoh...

...Played Badminton for hours...

>Sho fun<

That's the best time that i had with my family!!!!

Never did expect a simple game of Badminton...

Can so bring a family

so bonded together

so joyful together

so close together

There is an appointed time for everything. And there is a time for every event under heaven–--

A time of birth, and a time to die; A time to plant, and a time to uproot what is planted.

A time to kill, and a time to heal; A time to tear down, and a time to build up.

A time to weep, and a time to laugh; A time to mourn, and a time to dance.

A time to throw stones, and a time to gather stones; A time to embrace, and a time to shun embracing.

A time to search, and a time to give up as lost; A time to keep, and a time to throw away.

A time to tear apart, and a time to sew together; A time to be silent, and a time to speak.

A time to love, and a time to hate; A time for war, and a time for peace.

>_<

~Miss those times that i've been with you~

Treasuring those i have now.

!!!What A Day!!!

2007-09-29T21:04:00.000-07:00

~0630 hrs~

...Everything seemed so perfect...

...so normal...

...so beautifully...

...Sky. A sea of gold...

...Fresh air...

...The morning breeze...

...Birds singing...

>_<

Something*But I feel empty*Missing

All geared up. Feel so proud wearing the Singapore Youth Flying Club shirt. Pride & Honor. :D

MRT ->> YCK ->> 86 to Seletar Gate

THEN took the SYFC mini-van to the...

"SYFC"

loomed ahead...

It's like this every weekends; alone... miss ya

0900~LESSONS all the way~hrs

>Break @ 1200hrs<

!!Went Jalan Kayu AGAIN!!

Ate mutton briyani -- $6.50, Ice Milo -- $1.50

YUMMY!! :) But SO EX!! :(

~LESSONS Again~

DOZED OFF @#!$%^&*(_+) So PAISEH

!Early Dismissal!

-Yipee-

BUT i stayed behind untill i got CHASED out for being too Hardworking...

..SIGHSIGHX..

Later went with family for Steamboat... Ate & ate & ate & ate... Bloated...

What a DAY... wan die liaoz. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

~hello~

2007-09-28T22:36:00.000-07:00

~ello~ folks.

Woo.. This my first entry... lolz. :)

Hmm... What have we here...

Golly... Interesting!!! hahax.

~Wonder Wonder~

-Oh well-

..Welcome to my 'world'..

Where thoughts roam wild and free

Lame.Lolx. Lolz. Lols.Lame.

*BORED*

Phrases involving "boredom"
alleviate boredom
crushing boredom
alleviating boredom
cure boredom
anime boredom
escape boredom
avoid boredom
extreme boredom
billy boredom
massive boredom
boredom survival
prevent boredom
boredom threshold
relieve boredom
boredom zone
sheer boredom
citing boredom
terminal boredom

Great... Goodness... No life...

>Love Sick<

Sigh... Gotta study again... Much to learn... Little time I have...

Zzzz..Long day tml..zzzZ

!SYFC here I come!